It’s Not Fun
In many statements, Gilles proclaimed how horrible a life on the lam is. He had not spoken to his sisters, former girlfriend, or his first son since he left. He missed them horribly, but could never reach out due to the mistakes that he made. “In hiding, unable to talk about yourself or to people from your past […] constantly on the lookout in case the authorities find you – and on top of that I was seriously ill,” he said. He was losing himself.